no matter how detail I explain, you will never get it. I am just trying to save my breath. so let me be. You said you understand, but today, it shows that u don't understand.
I came out with all sorts of reason, and yet, u still cannot get over it.
those reason, are real. not made-up.
I will never be going back to the past, like a clock never tick anti clockwise -ly.
Every step that you take, could be your biggest mistake. my biggest mistake, was you.
It could bend or it could break, but that's the risk that you take.
so now.. its like having holiday. not going to campus and this sucks! why? I somehow always complain that i dun like classes... but not having classes makes me... bored. :( I miss my friends. :(
every friday I will hope that sunday arrives and looking foward for a new week.
boohoo.
this sucks. >.<
I cant wait for finals to be over. and the new sem to start....
my blog, somehow, is not a place for me to express my feelings anymore.. I kept them to myself because I know what I have in mind is not right for me. screw that... I really really wanna tell somebody. But that's if... IF.. I have a chance...
people don't understand what msg I was trying to convey sometimes. anyhow.. those who really wants to know will ask right? and those who doesnt wanna know much.. just ignore it ryte? ^^ sometimes, I look happy doesn't mean I am happy.
minrong! here's the dim sum girl song! it really rock my world.. oh dim sum song.. xD
I am somehow....
weird at times... :)
so. MIA! good luck in ur finals people! and popping! good luck in PENANG! :)
and and and! have a holly jolly Christmas alryte? ^^V
ok, this is random I think I suka dia xD Enrique Iglesias bad taste la I know... listen to his song, title "Do You Know" :) doyoureallyknow...
This dude's birthday! so we had a lil surprise for him, since he insist that he doesn't want anything..but still...
:) It happen to be this way, he took sammie's bqt text book to study for the quiz, which is on that day itself. sammie called him : "hello? mau mau, can u give me back my book? I need to study now" so.. he came.. and Chun Aun, standing behind the door with the cake and said "boo" haha! This is the picture of they day! haha
present? don't doubt my ability to wrap the present ok x)
taDAA! a boxes. A good quality one ok..
and he wore it, so... he GLOW-ed! this picture I didn't edit it. It glow itself -.-
another present.. which is a T-shirt...He wore that on that day itself :) that's all about his lil birthday surprise. It would be an awesome birthday gift for him if you guys would come for his aCt
on 7th December (which is this comming Monday) 7.30 pm at Main Hall Free admission
so, do support him ok :)
some random picture. mummy monster has turned into gummy bear then one eye monster. xD
I feel short in this picture. xD
So, yesterday.. which is Thursday, we went shopping! it was fun fun fun n fun! ^^V
we dropped by Nicole at Parkson...
and yang tze asked me to try on the fish flakes baju. lawl!
she say ada itu Lily Van Der Woodsen/ Lily Bass from Gossip Girl punya feel. lol. but no my feel leh... O.O overall it looks pretty nice.. but the price... nicer. :( y fish flakes? on the top part it looks like flakes.. and bottom part it looks like mermaid. -.- poor combination. nvm, forget about it ^^V instead, I like this! :D this one got MY feel xD but the price.... nice jugak.. boohoo :( I had a good hair day ^^ and I like it :D see the fats? tsk..... T___T
and at Vincci! deng! i brought a sandal, reserve a flat and a RED heels! I always wanted a red one... and I ADORE THEM ALOT! with 30% discount. Its darn worth wei! all thanks to my beloved YANG TZE! :D
what was I doing? I was looking at.... one eye monster looking around for heels :D
I called it a day! satisfied and contented!
and and! I tried one a "rain coat" too! which cost 200++ bucks! but obviously I didn't get them! yang tze brought a super chio prom dress! I ate sundae cone for free! (thanks sammie!) I had cheeze dog pretzel! I had Dutch lady chocolate flavor milk and a vanilla gay waffer biscuit I had Hawaiian Ham Sandwhich, Sago, Hot gay Vanilla at Tachi! I had the yam thingie.
I gain dunno how many KGs d.. and I wanna go on diet. but Yang tze say I will lose my "asset" :(
mini muffin is LOVE.
SUSHI is LOVE too!
till then!
all I want is YOU, to be happy although, YOU will never be mine
I like the way I can't keep my focus, I watch you talk, you didn't notice...
I really really really dun like those people who knows, but act dumb and purposely bring up a topic, to push the weak one down. I really dun like.
If u get what I mean. Get over it ok. I guess, you already turn 19 ryte? old enough to stop thinking like a kid. Patience has its limits. Probably I wasn't a good actress, and so, you won the show. :)
Just stop and take a second, I was fine before you walk into my life.
I am glad that, I've done my part for my business plan. and not glad that, I think there's alot of problems in it. :)
I wish that next week end faster. I teared for the last few days. because its really stressful and I am forcing myself to finish up the work as soon as possible. now I am pretty relieve. :) BUT. I have debate tomorrow. darn. I am not sure whether I can do it or not. T___T
oh well, I watched Twilight Saga , New Moon last Friday. ^^
It was a rushing day. I was almost late for the movie... But the moment I step into the cineplex, it just started playing ^^ so its just in time :D I was pissed because I couldnt find parking and I gave up 3 parking lots to people. stupid ryte? I scared they come n pancitkan my tyres ma. :( but lucky my car is small enough. so i over take people n park in peacefully. bwahahak.
the movie was a pretty disappointment... why? I expect it to be very very sad, the part where Edward leaves Bella. I teared when I was reading the book because it was really sad... But, in the movie... it wasnt that sad.. mayb its because the part when Edward leaves Bella was pretty short... They skipped quite alot. a disappointment. :(
BUT...the smoking hawtttt TAYLOR LAUTNER. my first impression when he appear was, "why he so ugly one" lawl. ok. that was before he cut his long hair...lol.
I SUKA x1000000 times DIA :D
I like this picture above. got the feel... ahhahaha. I suka jugak.
Nicole Reed aka Rosalie, I kinda feel like.. she looks....better in.....
THIS! obviously lar... Its not the pale that makes her look not so nice...She do look nice in Twilight ryte? :) but in New Moon... hmmm....
ASHLEY GREENE aka Alice. She's pretty... ^^ In the book itself, Alice is pretty.
and..a chio girl.
the picture says it all. Jane.
dun ask why I say her chio.. I just feel so :D
and. They sound and look gay. The Volturi.
oh, not forgetting the werewolf(s). Sam, Quil, Jared. I suka jugak. :D
Some people don't like Jacob Black because.. jerk? yeah....
I am not a fan of Jacob Black. I still like Edward Cullen.
BUT.
I am a fan of TAYLOR LAUTNER and no longer a fan of ROBERT PATTINSON.
HAHAHAHAHAH :D
In my opinion... not for those who doesnt like Taylor Lautner ok. em, he's hot n cute. 6 pax. awsome hawt. in my opinion.... :)
It was a 2 hour movie.. but, I kinda feel like.. its short... because i took days to read the book. >.< The book is forever more interesting than the movie... sigh... :l
ECLIPSE? how will it be like? hmm... lets see. wait for June/July next year! :D
at night! rush to Friends Cafe for meeting. and change to......
somewhere....
MCD????
we change our meeting to a better place.. a place with LESS SMOKER WILL SMOKE. a place where... WE ARE NOT A SECONDHAND SMOKER THERE... a classy 5 star place.
yes, EQ :D
and went back home around 2am in the morning. n POP. sleep. tiring hor..... but I am not the only one who's tired.. everyone is.. :) till then~
I think I am over it. and, thank God, for answering my prayes, for now. I can't help you fix yourself, But at least I can say I tried....
I am back in action on random thoughts and stuffie.
1,
I've totally no idea why, I've been listening to songs from Nickelback and Daughtry. -_____- I don't usually like their songs, but that doesn't mean their songs isn't nice kay. ^^ "I am weird for me." This sentence sounds not right at all, but that's what best describe me nw. lol.
2,
a confession. To you, I've change. But, some things in me that won't change is that,although the past will hunt me, I will never look back. When I hope I can rewind the time, I just hope to solve things, and not what u think. I will never go back to the past, never want thing to be like it was before. Never...
3,
something I learned. I wasn't and never pro in love stuff, I shall skip this topic if I am able to. But, this is random.
NEVER EVER rush. One step at a time.
"Desperate" only drives you mistakes.
Learn when to care and when to not.
Time will tell. :)
what comes around, goes around.
4, I cant wait to watch New Moon next Friday! excited :D
5, comics.what comics u wonder? Manga? (em, dats the only one i know. lul :l) just a comic from newspaper. lol. Baby Blues the only comic from newspaper that i will look for. because i find it cute. hahak.
6,
some random people that i miss. gosh. this creature is a freaking annoying one, to me. but each thing this creature do. makes my day. hahak
guess who??
ah lian giving flying kiss poser ah lian ah lian model see what's on her leg? she could make me laugh like a mad girl with her weird theories. yeah, I miss this kid. hahaha
7, meet baby Kelly.
This picture is in my phone. not as cute as the one in Mau's blog. but, ILIKE THIS ONE. HAHAHA She's darn cute.
8, I was rushing. The day before I told Yang Tze that, the CV, font size 12, Times New Roman, spacing 1.5. But, me, myself, did not follow the format. Lucky, Friday itself, she brought her lappie, and I did a new CV in class. but, I couldn't find a picture of myself. Camwhore one..u know la... got the peace-peace sign one. lul. So, i end up cutting my L license photo. and use it for my CV. ending up.. my L license now.. looking like...
TADDAAA!!!! yesh, this. hahahhaha :D if you were to stick the Ice Age sticker on your CV its gonna be super funny. hahahhaha.
9, camwhore in class.
10, em.. I think I sorta like...em.. I dun really know how to explain. Anyway.. sorry if I did say anything/ did anything that pissed anyone off. :l Sometimes, some things just couldn't be explained in words. It is possible, but for me... :) nah.
11, i screwed up my bqt paper yesterday. wooohoo~! i slept at 11 pm, the night before. and didn't really study. weee..... :D
12, Will it really be snowing on the 27th of November? =/ I feel like I am in Alaska now. COLD :S
i dun camwhore much nowadays. :D that explains. if you could see this, whatever i write like this, was never about you. k, out of my randomness. tara!~
night like this it seems are slowly fleeting, they disapear as reality is crashing to the floor..
I'm a typical scorpio. Difficult to predict or understand because I change like how the weather changes. A shopaholic and a chocolate addict. I like those things that you don't like. You call me weird, I say I'm special :) and FYI, I love my baby D. oh ya, my fav quote is "chunted!" thats me :) My blog is my collection of my perspective, thoughts and emotions.
graduate with first class CGPA
go for prom
wear baju kurung to campus
a visit to cyber
learn more about ma DSLR
explore at least 5 places in Malaysia
take awesome pictures
photo shoot session
more savings
parents came for my graduation
my prayers to be answered
shift house!
having a broadband at home
drive to KL at least once?
go to the beach and watch the sun rise
stop eating like a bull xD
